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Saturday, April 16, 2011 / 1:22 AM ♥

# My heart was meant for you !♥

i had a dream, a dream of Amin Nul Hakim.

i dreamt that he was at my cribs and i talked to him, and suddenly i leaned on him

&&&&& his hands was around me, he hugg me. :'/

awwwwwwwww ~

whhyyyyy did i had a dream of him ? am i missing him ? i guess the answer is YES.

Because, i didn't want the dream to end.

sorry guys, but no one can ever replace him. :/ i tried moving on but i just can't.

Amin may not be eye candy to people, but the reason why i still loves him is because he's the only one who undertsands me and knows how to take care of my feelings.

most importantly is ; He's always there for me !♥

; Sha[A]min. ♥

Friday, April 15, 2011 / 11:00 PM ♥

#still.alive.but.i'm.barely.breathing !♥

Yesterday, Batman told me that i'm different. I said that i'm trying to hide my sadness actually. He asked why am i sad ? i told hym because, nobody was around when i needed them.

i was referring to hym. But he didn't notice.

He said, "what am i for ?" i told hym that he's always busy. No time for me. :/

He said sorry and told me that i should've told hym. He's never there for me when i needed hym. Even when he's there for me, he's only there to disturb me, not to comfort me. -.-

&&&&& i'm not the kind of person who tells the guy that he's ignoring me.

I want hym to notice that himself. How to tell hym how i feel ? When he don't even listen to what i say. It's like i'm talking to the wall. He gave me empty promises which i don't need.

He don't understand me at all, he said im different when he don't even knows why. urrgghh.

i don't expect you to be just like Amin♥, but atleast try to understand me or listen to me please.

; love me or let me go.♥

Thursday, April 7, 2011 / 2:30 AM ♥

I feel lost , don't know where to go . Should i change ? or should i not ?

you say i'm different now , and it's in a bad way . What should i do ? i don't understand what's the difference . I asked , but you never answer . What's that all about ?

i swear , i don't know you . You used to be nice and caring . But now ? you say heck care to everything . Whhyyyyyyyyy [?]

and you say i'm different . Boiiy , take a mirror and look at yourself . pfftt.

okaaaayy , ignore lahh Shaa . tsk . Forget about hym , now about me .

okkaayy , how's lyfe ? not that good . School ? Happy i guess . What else ? ohh yahh ,

I Damn Miss Asyiqin & Aqilah !!! D; ♥

Wednesday, April 6, 2011 / 4:19 AM ♥

PEEK-A-BOO , I MISS YOU ! :D♥

heee , i miss you and you and you . Kayy , i'm effing lame. -.- xD pssttt , i miss them ^^

today i had to do my damn P.E and hurt my leg . urrgghh , my leg bleed sia . And it was damn ugly. :/

after that cikgu Bo talk crap which i feel like smacking the bold head ! -.- GRRRR .

then , went McD wif SabrinaRetarded and did our hw . Then went back home .

That's when it happened , my dearest EvilLaughsters♥ called . I was damn happy , i miss them .

They called and we laugh like Hell , i talked to Ree & Deelah♥ . But there was Fadillah , Hannah & Aisyah ? wif them as well but didn't talk to them . HAHA. xD

Ree said that she misses me damn much so thats whyy she called , i was like " Ohhhhh. (: "

HEEEEEEEEEE. :B

Ohh yaahh , today i got to chat wif ANH . Godd i miss his funny jokes. xD

wokay, thats all for the day . ADIOS. ;D

Heeeeeee. ~
Tuesday, April 5, 2011 / 7:21 AM ♥

# ASYYYIIIQQQIINNN & LAAATEEEEEEEPPP !

remember who did this to me ? please say you do. (:

Hahaaaa , remember tht he did this to me at Pasir Ris Park ? :DDD heeeee .

so cute ryte ? :ppp lol. -.- i swear , i miss hym carrying me on the back . so thee BEST ! ;D

i saw this picture and remembered tht daaaayy , The most happiest yet crappy day . All thanks to that PORKASS , Azuwan. -.- spoilt my day by calling me . Grrr .

Iqin , i miss hym doing that ^^ hrrmmm. :/

/ 7:13 AM ♥

This is what i do every single day , even though i'm sad or angry or whatsoever .

i keep on having a s m i l e : )

even though some of them are fake smiles but still, smiling helps me to hide my problems .

/ 6:59 AM ♥

Yoooooooooooooooo Haters. ;D

this is for you , this shows that Heck Cares about what you think about me .

/ 6:49 AM ♥

Awwww ~ Damn hawt *melts* HEEE :B

Cute or not my boyfiie ? :ppp kay , dream on Shaa. -.-

/ 6:11 AM ♥

Can i say my life is hard now ?

no one understands , except for my dearest Iqin & Eilaa. ♥

wish my life is like a fairytale , do whatever i wish and be happy everyday . No more fake faces .

urghh , can i be like sleeping beauty ? sleep and never wake up .
kay Shaa , cut the crap and get back to reality . That's all fairytale , so forget about it .

i wish someone can bring me to my own LalaLAND. ~

Saturday, April 2, 2011 / 8:56 AM ♥

LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM , LEAVE ME FOR WHO I'M NOT . ♥

please take me away and let me fly with you forever, just like you promise♥

250110♥ 011010♥ 090311♥ 290311♥

I'm a mess. ~
/ 7:40 AM ♥

urrrgghh , my life is not the same now . It sucks now . Been crying day and night .

I wipe away all the tears infront of everyone , i smile , i laugh . But i'm really hurt deep inside. :'/

what happened to the two of you ? what happened to me ? Neither you nor me can answer .

i know we're nothing now , but i still care for you as a friend. ♥

Maybe it's my fault , but should i really regret ? you really make me confuse .

it's really not worth it to cry for you because you won't care and you won't understand . But why do i still cry ? it means i CARE♥ . But it's okay , you will never know .

i just wish you two all the best in the future , please prove me wrong Batman & ANH♥

OMGEEEEEEE !
/ 7:25 AM ♥

Yoooooooooo. ;D

i'ts been long since i last update my blogg , haiizzzzz. ~

my life sucks ryte now , don't ask me why . I also don't know why .

Worried about ANH. ♥ Miss Batman. :(

i swear , both of you have changed. :'/

Fight for this love.♥

KeycohKeycoh. xD